Calming Down

Well, I am almost done with Benchmark Two project: A Thematic Unit consisting of six content areas: social studies, music, language arts, reading, math, and history. Our uniting theme is language. I love Language, words, syntax. I think I want to specialize in Linguistics.

Well, I am still jittery. I had been very stressed out.
On Tuesday, I got rear-ended by a guy who claimed he had broken up with his girlfriend and could not see the road. Nothing happened, of gravity anyway, to my BLAZER but his ECLIPSE was really smashed up. I was really worried about him and empathised because he said:, "I don't even know how I am going to get home."

I told him, "Look how old are you? He said 23. I told him, There are a lot of girls out there. You are in school right? He said, yes. Well, you got finals so concentrate on that. Take a coke or something. Are you okay? I don't want you to kill yourself out there! Just take it easy and be careful!"

Well, he just wanted to leave. But, I washed my hands of him by lecturing him on the more important things in life. Well that is just who I am.

I am mentally exhausted. But, everything in life is about focusing and pushung yourself. I don't know what my limit is yet. And, I hope I never do. I just have to keep pushing myself until I have a good job.

I don't know where I am going to end up but failure is not an option. I have come way to far to end in failure. Hey, I am going to pick myself right up even if I fall a million times. It's my nature and I am too stubborn!

All is well because I have the grace of God supporting me: giving me patience, intelligence, and strength. I will never loose sight and my faith will keep me strong.

I turn in the project today. Next, I will wait for my grade and start working on the next one.

PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! There is no lookin back!